Can't wait to be free!

Today went alright. As I had planned I was suppose to start my 10  day challenge, but that got moved to tomorrow as I was forced to eat in front of my parents and everything simply went downhill from there. I just got hired at a grocery store, which is perfect since it will be so much easier to skip meal times then, as I won't be home as much. Thank goodness!!!!!! I can't stand being watched all the time, it drives me nuts!

I will be starting work on Thursday, so I am really looking forward to that. It is part time, therefore I will try and exercise when i am not working (either before or after work).

Yesterday I had a doctors appointment with my "old" family doctor, that I haven't seen since I think 2008. He didn't let me explain anything and just treated me like shit, I was so mad! I miss my doctors from my real home (Calgary). There I have my doctor through the eating disorder program and also my doctor through my school. They are both very understanding and NOT RUDE!!!!!! I wish I could of just fired the doctor I saw yesterday, he didn't know at all what he was doing, and didn't even order blood work (I use to have it daily when I was inpatient for 10 days, and then weekly afterwards).

I can't wait to go back to Calgary!!!!!! I will be heading  back at the end of April. I want my freedom back, I want my life back, and most of all I want to be able to have more control over what I eat and do...instead of being interrogated by my parents all the time.

I will update you on how things go for what will be Day 1 of the challenge